I f . . .

"If ever you're in my arms again, this time I love you much better...

If ever you're in my arms again, this time I hold you forever...

This time will never end..."

(OST. Santa Barbara - If Ever You're In My Arms Again)

So beautifull love song. It's always touch me whenever I heard that song. According to our love story, I know there's no 'if' for us. I'm just dreaming to be with you again. Ours had past. Now I realize that you can't be mine again. Even though my heart'll never cheating on me by saying that I love You...

I want you to know that I'm happy with my life now.

I have sweet and nice husband and children. And thanks to God of it...

I won't make them disappointed... Sorry...

(Dedicated to my lovely kisses pad)